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  • Dec. 31st, 2009 at 9:24 AM
baru1
I haven't been around as much as I would like to lately, and I won't be around much today either, that's for sure. But I never got around to wishing everyone a merry christmas so I don't want to miss to at least wish you all a happy new year!

I'm having a party tonight and I'm up making a buffé right now. Lots of things to do, and I really hope we will managa all of it. XD

My christmas was great and I got a lot of lovely gifts. My favourite is the GIFT singles that I didn't afford to buy myself, but my boyfriend bought it for me. ♥

How was your christmas, for the ones who celebrated it, and how was the holiday for the rest of you? I hope it was nice. :D

We had snow on Christmas Eve and we still have it. Actually it's around -17 degrees now. :D

Ah, yeah, I'm stressed. Talk to you soon? :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! ♥

yey. XD

  • Nov. 25th, 2009 at 5:21 PM
baru1
School is being not hectic at the moment, but it's stressing me out since we have our Absurd Theatre-thingie on the 16th and we have barely begun just yet. The last week before the premiere will probably crazy, and it will make me even happier to have a break. I really love what we're doing, all of it. But we're having so many productions all the time with three weeks tops to work on it before the premieres so it's a lot of pressure, and with the pressure of all the auditions for schools on top it really have gotten a little much.

So yeah, three weeks break will be great. I'll need to work on two monologues for yet another audition in January and write a script for my own project in school, so maybe I won't have as much freetime as I would like, but still. I'm looking forward to everything with Christmas. I've promised myself to not work with stuff up until New Years. YAY! I just have to make sure that I'll do things properly once in 2010. XD

How are all of you?

I've been really bad at commenting lately. I do read, but I just fail to comment. Bad LJ friend. XD

I will try to be more online once the break has come. And yeah, it'll probably happen too, since I don't have anything else planned. XD

I'm so happy about the new singles!!!! I have no idea how I'm going to afford them, but I thought about asking my parents for them as a Christmas gift. :D

Also there will be shiny goods and I want them so so so so so bad! *____* Problem is again money and the prices all sellers are taking for it. So yeah. I guess I'll just have to wait and hope to find them next time I'm in Japan. Whenever that is. T___T

In other news, the absurd theatre thing we're doing now will be so much fun. The stage will be six bunk-beds and one single bed, all walls white and we'll be having paint on stage so that we can paint ourselves and everything around us in colours! *___* It will look so damn awesome!
Me, and the three people in my group will also be masturbating and having sex on stage. Of course only acting it, so no nakedness and stuff but yeah. It will be awesome! But difficult to do without laughing in the beginning. It's really hard to have someone on top of you simulating sex with without starting to giggle. XD

Also! Somebody wants some christmascard/letter/whatever in the mail? Send me your address and I'll send you something? ♥

Dance with me. XD

  • Nov. 10th, 2009 at 12:27 PM
baru1
Hi guys! :D

How are you all doing? I miss you. I swear that I'll be more online from now on.

We're doing our monologues this week. The first four tonight, and then five tomorrow and five on Thursday. I'm on Thursday. I'm really really looking forward to it. We've been working on this since the end of August and now it's finally time for us to perform. :D

On Monday I have an audition for an acting school in Stockholm. I'm learning two monologues right now.. I hope I'll get it down soon so that I can decide on how to perform it. And then I have to decide what part of this monologue I'm going to use. It's 20 minutes and the test monologues should be 3. So there's some deciding to do.

I'm really looking forward to this audition. I'm not nervous yet, but I guess I will be. What makes me excited is that my confidence is on some kind of top at the moment, and that's what I need right now. XD The chance of getting in are minimal though, since theres about 1500 people applying and they take in 10, but yeah. I'll do my best and hope for the better! :D

I'm also meeting [info]luin_lote  this weekend and I'm so looking forward to it. I haven't seen her for soooo long now! I've met her once since we came back from Japan, and that was only for an hour or so. Now we'll have a weekend of fangirling and just, catching up. I'll also see her new apartment which I'm dying to see. :D:D:D:D

And klfsdjfksdhafjködsjaö I LOVE EITO! The PV is so much amazing I just want to squeeze them all! The hair is amazingly fugly and I love love love love it! Also, as soon as I get money I'll be all over Yahoo auctions for that red guitar. :D

Also OMG it's soon Christmas!!!!!! ♥ I love Christmas, and even though we had a very nice Christmas Eve in Japan last year, I'm looking forward to celebrating it at home this time.
Yesterday I downloaded about 10 GB of Christmas songws. XD Yes, I'm a sucker for Christmas. ♥

We had our first snow last week. It snowed for almost two days, but it wouldn't stay on the ground until the evening on the 2nd day, and then when I woke up in the morning it was gone again. >_< We need our snow here. It's so damn dark and everything now. I'm looking forward to having some real snow though.
When in school in Japan, there was this girl from Mexico who was so excited about the snow one day, because it was the first snow she had ever seen. I just found it so sad that the first snow for her was the rainsnow of Tokyo. XD

YEY! CHRISTMAS! :D

Ok. I know I'm getting a bit overexcited a bit too early but I love love love love it! And the food! And the candy! And the presents! :D :D :D :D

Yeah. I'll stop rambling now. XD

Oct. 30th, 2009

  • 1:39 AM
baru1
So yeah. I'm having the time to be online more and what happens? My computer can't log onto the internet because we have my brother's router which have this strange password that he onlyu had on a tiny note that is now lost. GRRR! I have to use our desktop instead of my lovely shiny computer, and it seems to hate LJ. >_<

Also I'm dealing with a lot of thoughts right now.. So I went to the audition thingie and well. It was in two parts, one group improvisation with 4 other, we got a circumstance and 30 minutes to work on it before we got infront of the jury. I was so bad. A lot of insecurities and also a way of acting I'm not fond of. I love impro, but this was more like hello! look at me! ME ME ME! and the whole thing about seeing what happens around you just disappeared and in that I guess my confidence disappeared too. I just didn't take all that space I should have to be noticed and yeah. Fail.

After that was the mono0logues. A monologue of two minutes, nothing more. I had thought it was three, because that's what the other schools have. But nono. And I got all, OMG I need to shorten it with one minute and blabla. I also took out some parts and put in some others, since I used the monologue I'm working with in school, which is 15-20 minutes long.
I don't remember the last time I was as nervous as when I was waiting outside for my turn. Butterflies from toes to head and I was shaking a little and like.. yeah.. So nervous.
The good thing was that all of that just disappeared once on stage doing my monologue. Which was shorter than I thought, I was sure they were going to stop me before I had the time to end it, since they were really strict on the 2 minutes sharp-thingie. They didn't. And it felt really good.. Then there was the lunchbreak from 12 to 13.30. >_< After that the judges had decided which ones they wanted to see in the next round. To sit there and wait for that damn list to come up. Not fun. And then my name wasn't on it, and eventhough I suspected it, with the impro going real bad, I still felt that the monologue was good and I had a chance.. So yeah.. Still, people getting in on their first try is very rare.. Most people apply 8-10 times before getting in (if they ever).. But still.. It's so damn easy to start feeling down and doubting your own abilities.
Which I just can't when trying to become and actress. There is no room for that, because I will get noes all the time, and maybe here and there a yes, but the buisness is rough and I need to be able to handle that.

Oh well. My next thing is in Stockholm in little more than two weeks. I need to learn two more monologues until then and just hope for the best.. I just really need to prepare for this. I don't want to go there feeling I haven't worked on it properly. XD

Ugh.

IDK. Right now I'm feeling quite down. Not really because of the audition, but because I'm having all these OH GOD WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE?!!!!!-thoughts right now. I have this year planned out, but then?? I need to have some sort of plan. Ugh. I'll deal with that later.. I'm just far too up-tight right now.

In funnier news our class did a cabaret a few weeks ago. It was really stressful, because the preparing time was short, but it turned out really great and it was such a kick to do it. There was this one little sketch that I had problems with when rehearsing that was great doing once we were up for real. All my insecurities disappear when it's the real thing, because I don't want to get up on stage to do some half-assed thing when I know I have much more to give.
Also I sang on stage for the first time in ages. It was fun. :D

Tomorrow I'll be meeting some friends in their new apartment and spending time with my dad, since mum is doing something with some friends.

It's nice being home a little. And I love to cuddle with my cat and my dog. My cat has gotten really fat lately though. Not healthy for her but well, she eats like a horse. XD

Ok. Enough of me really. HOW ARE YOU LOVELY PEOPLE? ♥

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Oct. 26th, 2009

  • 10:24 PM
baru1
Hi guys! How are you?! I MISS YOU BABES!! ♥

I'm having my fall break now, but tomorrow I'm going to Luleå, which is on thew other side of Sweden, up in the North to apply for one of Sweden's most prominent acting schools. Wish me luck?
I'm not counting on getting in on my first try, but I need to get used to auditions. XD

After that I'll have a few days at my parents when I'll be free to online muc much more.

See you then! ♥

Oct. 2nd, 2009

  • 5:52 PM
baru1
Long time no see~ How are you guys? I miss you!
I've been really busu lately.. Not quite sure with what, but my computer-time have been cut down a lot.

Today I overslept.. until 12.00, which is the whole day on fridays, so yeah, no school today, and I feel bad because we're working with our Cabaret that we'll show on the 17th and we have loads to do, since we haven't even worked out really what to do on stage yet so.... Yeah. I feel bad.

Oh well. I'll be working hard next week instead. XD

In other news, I got my Puzzle DVD's last week! *________________* KJLFDSHFJKDSHJFSLDKläösjhfkdsghfjdksfköldsjklcödsa I LOVE IT SO MUCH! ♥

Gaaah. There was a lot I wanted to write, but idk, I'm tired and hungry and braindead so...


Also.. Some people on my flist seems to be having a hard time at the moment. To you....

A very special day! :D

  • Sep. 22nd, 2009 at 11:28 PM
baru1
I won't have the time to do a proper post, but I wanted to post something, since this day is awesome! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUBARU! ♥
Thank you for being you and bringing us your amazing music and just.. everything. Thank you! ♥

Also, HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY EITO! ♥
We love you~


Also... Where is the Puzzle downloads? Been stalking the internet.. It's out there! Please give us! I guess We're being spoiled with getting dl's early all the time. Tomorrow is the big day anyway. XD
But I'm working until 9PM tomorrow and Thursday. >_< I won't have time to waaaatch! >_

Sep. 20th, 2009

  • 11:58 AM
baru1
I can't wait for the DVD. OMG. Watching the Puzzle "PV" and klfcödshfgdsjghfjklsdäaölfkäösldjfaölkd!!!!!!!!!

God. I hope my own DVD's are here fast.. And if not, that downloads are up fast fast fast because I just can't wait!!! *__________________*

I LOVE YOU EITO! ♥

ojhsdkghfsjdföksjdlka

  • Sep. 20th, 2009 at 2:11 AM
baru1
I DIE OF LAUGHTER! Seriously! This is the BEST THING EVER! Oh Hina! ♥ LOL!

Some birthdays and some whining. XD

  • Sep. 15th, 2009 at 10:19 PM
baru1
So you all know that my computer broke down a while ago. Guess what? My phone is being an ass now. Everything works except that people can't hear me when they call, even if I can hear them. Very annoying indeed!I need to cut somewhere, since it's getting too long otherwise so yeah.. CUT. XD )

Also, I've missed out on three birthdays lately..

Happy belated birthday [info]the_trishness Have some amazingly cute Subaru blowing on his guitar. *___*
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And also.. Uchi and Yasu. Happy belated birthdays to you too~ I really do fail at these things lately, but I do love you~ I hope you had shiny birthdays! ♥

Hello there honeys! :D

  • Sep. 8th, 2009 at 10:26 PM
baru1
Ok. First things first.

I fail and being late, but anyways.

Happy belated Birthday [info]elyndys
I hope you had a shiny birthday with loads of great gifts and yummy things to eat and other things one should have at ones birthday. :D
Here, have some cutem young Subaru. :D

tilllagd


So, I survived last week's crazy schedule, barely, but I did. XD Now we're working with light, and our big monologue projects are starting tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it so much! I found this play I want to take the monologue from. Problem is, there is no as long as required monologues in it. So I'm in the middle of putting it together to fit. I already have an idea of what I want to do with it, which feels great. :D

Today we had our own monologues in the cellar. I was without a good idea of what to do until 12-1 o'clock last night. Stayed up too late thinking about it, and I didn't have the time to really try it out for myself in the cellar before we were supposed to show it to everyone. But it all went really well and I'm very pleased with how it turned out. And I love when the feelings just comes, I wanted to cry on stage, and I did without having to fake it. YAY! XD

The rest of the day I went home to sleep. I'm still sick. Or, I was fine, except for a little coughing for a day or two but now my throat hurts like hell and I'm having a bad headache. I'm going to take an aspirin and then go to bed in a little while and hope that it will all pass by tomorrow. I don't want to be sick anymore. It's making working in school so much harder. I don't have the energy to move as much as required when in acting class. GRR!

Oh well.

I still love school though! :D Am so excited about these monologues. I just want to dig into it right away! I just hope that we will have the opportunity to work on it without getting too many other projects to work on too. Our teacher seems to like to give us shitloads of assignments all at once.
Well, I do have my own play to write too.... Hm. I haven't done a thing on that one. I know the theme for it, but that's all and I think we're supposed to have at least a synopsis done in two weeks or something, and then the script done in another two-three weeks. ehum. I better get a move on then. XD

I'm just babbling again. I really should just go to bed now.

Nightienight~ ♥

yeyyey!

  • Sep. 2nd, 2009 at 5:03 PM
baru1
Ok. First things first! Allthough I'm a day late. >_< HAPPY BIRTHDAY [info]moka_n_waffles♥♥♥

I hope you had a lovely birthday and that you got a lot of nice gifts and ate lovely cake~ I'm so happy that I've gotten to know you and I hope we will get to know each other even better!
Since I haven't done anything shiny for you, because I fail at life, have some hot Subaru:

tillagd

Also, if you could PM me your address I might have something little for you~ :D


In other news, I'm sick and we're working from 8.30 AM tp 10.00 PM everyday for this week. Not funny. The monologue have been moved until Tuesday next week and yeah.. No rest. XD
I do love it here, but OMG having these kind of long days when I normally would have stayed at home not moving from my bed except for maybe getting something to eat, is not funny.
But it's only tomorrow left, and then it's Friday and we have a short day, which I'm going to stay at home from I think, and then I'll be going to Linköping to shop and see my boyfriend. I just hope I'm not going to be sick there too.

I also bought a new laptop yesterday. I wanted a pink one, but I didn't find one that wasn't too expensive, so I got a white one and will pimp it up myself later. XD
I can't wait for it to arrive home. Want nooooooow~ I really really hope it gets here Friday so I can have it when getting on the 3 hours train to Linköping.

Yeah.. Other than that I don't have much to say. Gonna go lay down now. But before that, there are some memes goign around that I'd like to do so...

Photograph meme
Give me as many things/people/places as you want. (i.e my job, my family, my room, my computer, my coffee cup etc), then I will try my best to take a picture of it!

Top Five meme
Ask me my fannish Top Five [Whatevers]. Any top fives. Doesn't matter what, really! And I will answer them all in a new post. Probably with pictures if possible.

Ugh.

  • Aug. 30th, 2009 at 10:10 PM
baru1
So yeah. My computer is completely dead. Great. I need to either get a new cable, which I don't know if I can find in any stores because my pc i so damn old, or I have to get myself a new coimputer. And since my computer will die on me soon again, I'm sure, I've decided to get myself a new one. So all of a sudden I have much less money than I thought, but new shiny laptop will be great! I want a pink one! :D

I will ask my boyfriend to take a look at some laptops I like and tell me which one is the better, because yeah, I fail at computers. I'll probably also call my brother to get advice from him, since he's a complete nerd when it comes to computers.

But yeah. I only have the schools computers at the moment. Not pleased.

I will try to keep up with fandom and flist and everything, but until I got a new laptop I'm not getting my hopes up. D:

Oh well. At least there will be less distracting things to do when I should be working in school stuff. XD
I still onlyt have a very vague idea on what to do with my cellar monologue. Will start working on it tomorrow, and combining that with reading a few scripts to decide on a monologue for the next "real" monologue thingie we're doing. I'm also goin to apply for some acting schools for next year tomorrow. Have to get it done now~ I keep on pushing everything ahead, but I really don't want to miss out on any deadlines here so..

Ok. Time to get back to my room and sleep~ Was up drinking til 3 this morning. XD

Aug. 28th, 2009

  • 1:01 AM
baru1
OMG! My computer will die on me soon. And that's forever! The batterywire-thingie (can't find the word in english, sladd in swedish XD) started sparkling and stuff. I WILL DIE WITHOUT A COMPUTER! >_____________________________

Hi friends!

  • Aug. 26th, 2009 at 11:10 PM
baru1
I was supposed to say this in my post yesterday, but I got a little carried away with all my eito love so I forgot.. XD So,
Hi new friends! :D

Since I don't think I've ever done one, I thought of making a little introduction post. :D

I'm Therese, as I think you've guessed. XD I'm 23, from Sweden. The past year or so, I've been in Japan two times, six months each time, studying Japanese. It was awesome, and I love the country (even though I've barely been out of Tokyo.. FAIL!) and would love to get back there. Soon.

But now I've just moved and started a new school. I study acting and I want to become an actress. I have only one passion as big as my passion for eito and that is acting. I've only been doing stage acting, and that's what I think I want to do in the future too, but since I haven't tried film, I don't know for sure. I guess the perfect thing would be both. I'm going to apply for the most prominent acting schools in Sweden next year, you'll probably see me angst about it a lot here. XD

As for fangirling, I used to be a NEWS and KAT-TUN fangirl too, but I kinda.. left that. Eito just.. took over. I still like all of the Johnny's groups, some more than others, but the only ones I really love is eito. ♥ My favourite member is Subaru. He turns me into a puddle on the floor most of the time. But I of course love all of eito and my favs after him is floating all the time. I'm also a collector and my need to have everything when it comes to goods and stuff is.. not good for my wallet but very good for me. XD

I also love Japanese and Taiwanese dramas, be it with or without our boys. Sadly I don't watch as much as I used to. My time seem to never be enough, even though I spend so much time just doing nothing. To name a few favs; Last Friends, Nodame Cantabile, It started With A Kiss, Devil Beside You, Hana Yori Dango, Mars... And so on.

Um. I don't know what more to write.. So, if you have any questions just ask! :D


Now to something different. XD
We had the introduction for our monologues today. I was a bit shocked when she told us that she wanted us to have monologues of 15-20 minutes!! That's a lot of text to memorize, and with no sticks from someone elses lines to learn from. XD I do think I know which monologue to have though, since a girl in my class found one of my favourite scripts I've ever read today and she told me I could have it since she found other stuff she was interested in also. I haven't decided yet, but I have a few ideas with that one. I'm thinking of just using the monologue, without the rest of the play in mind. The character in the play is actually a man, and I want to do it as a woman and probably having her talk about his father. If only reading the monologue, you can get thoughts on incest and stuff, and I'm thinking of trying that. It's interesting how a text put out from it's context can become something completely different and I want to explore that. I already have a few thoughts on things to use and such and yeah. It feels good! :D

We're also doing a monologue in a cellar in one of the houses next Thursday, which we're doing all by ourselves with our own ideas. So no scripts or anything like that. All we have is that it should take about 5 minutes and that we should have a song in it.

Tomorrow we're having a workshop in burlesque, which will be interesting and fun, even though I'm not sure what we will do. I just hope that we won't take our clothes off. haaah. XD

So yeah, there's a lot of things going on and now I need to read some scripts because I'm supposed to have like 3-4 pages from a play with 3-4 characters in it to hand to the teacher tomorrow and then we'll work with those texts one day or another. ehum. Good going girl! I've known that we were supposed to do this for at least a week now, and I still haven't looked it up. GAH! I need to stop doing that. Tomorrow I will start working seriously on the cellar monologue, and then Friday my boyfriend is coming, so the weekend will be off, but then I have to start up on Monday with that one again, and I also need to start looking at some other scripts for the long monologue just in case, so I know that I have explored all possibilities there. I need to get myself a calendar where I can give myself deadlines, because really, this is so not working if I'll keep this up this whole year. All of our projects demands so much discipline and work on my own, so yeah. Work work work!

heeeh. Long post is long. XD

Today is a very special day~

  • Aug. 25th, 2009 at 11:00 PM
baru1
HAPPY 5th ANNIVERSARY!!!
Subaru. Your singing makes my head spin every time. Thank you for bringing us your passion and feelings through your music.
Maru. Your silliness and happiness always brightens me up, and when I first saw you with a bass around your neck.. Magic.
Ryo. Thanks to you I got to love this whole group. Thank you for being awkward, cute, hot and silly you!
Yasu. Your art, whether your music or your paintings, have never failed to move me. I thank you for that.
Okura. You tall, whiney, food-loving man. I love you behind your drums and I love your hidden smiles.
Uchi. I put you in the middle, because to me you should be right there. Thank you for enduring that hideous hiatus. I hope to see you back one day.
Yoko. You have the cutest laugh and such a sweet way. Thank you for being the talkative, funny, hot you.
Hina. I wish to be tsukkomied by you one day. Yes? Thanks for the attention you give audience at the shows.


I'm so glad I'm a part of this fandom, they've given me so much and I want to celebrate their big day~

I know I'm being a little cheesy here.. But.. It's eito's day and kfldskhfjdsökhfjödsfkdöshfkljsadk LOVE! ♥

Hi guys~

  • Aug. 23rd, 2009 at 2:03 PM
baru1
First week of school has been awesome but with a lot of impressions to take in and loads of names to learn. XD

We're 14 people in our class. Only two of us have never seen the others before. Which kind of worried me in the beginning, but everyone's really open and nice and just.. yeah, it feels good. We haven't had that much of actual classes this first week, just a few lessons with improvisations and stuff. We had this one thing where we were divided into groups of 3 or 4 and everyone told the other's about a memory, and then we acted this memory out. In my group, one had a memory of him running around naked at his grandmas place. So yeah, he ran around naked. It now feels like we've crushed the boundaries of what can be done. XD

Tomorrow I'm supposed to have three or four pages of a script with me to class, that we're supposed to work on somehow. Sadly, I have no idea what I should come with, since I have no scripts with me and yeah.. Need to get something done with that soon. Guess I should go up to school and look through the scripts there.

We also went out to a place called Norberg, where our teacher lives and where he has this old industrial house that he has bought and turned into a playhall/partyhall/whatever. I got so inspired going there, because the place really is awesome! I wanted to take pictures, but my camera died. >_< But anyway, he had this idea of us having a cabaret of some sort there in like 10 weeks I think. It'll be awesome! And since we're deciding on what to do ourselves it feels really great. The week after that we weill have a week of workshops and stuff with the theme genus, and maybe we're going to work on that theme for this too, I don't know. We will also have a workshop in burlesk in a while and that kind of fits my idea of a cabaret and the feel I got from the place. I'm thinking like the musical cabaret, and others of the sort, a bit vulgar and dark and sexy and woah! It'll be awesome I know it! :D

My room is small, but not as small as I thought. I guess I was picturing something like the Matsudo guesthouse which had tiny rooms. I actually packed up everything Sunday (!) and I'm getting quite settled. :D

Here are some pics! :D )

The only thing I don't like about my room is that it's so damn cold! They have not turned on the heat yet, since the houses are not owned by the school and they say that we have 20 degrees in our rooms, which is the biggest lie ever! I really hope they turn it on sooooon!

This weekend we've been having some parties and just, gotten to know each other a little better. :D I really really like this place and the people here. ♥

And now, to something completely different because I haven't had a flail-post yet. KFLDSHDSAJGDLOÄÖGKFLDGHJFKDÖHGJFDÄAKLJGFÖDS YAAAAY DVD! *____* I ordered both versions and I just can't wait to get them! the Dokkiri will be epic I know it! *___* And Hitotsu no uta and behind the scenes and kldsajfkdshfkdösjhöfa. I'm a bit sad that it wasn't the Kyocera concerts, but as long as it's eito and it's a DVD I don't really care from where it is. :D DDDDDDVVVVVVDDDDDDDDDDDD! :D

Also Vampire!Yoko! YAY! It'll be awesome I know it! :D

I'm so damn behind on dramas and everything at the moment, but I hope to be able to keep up soonish. I'm also very behind on [info]k8summary and I hope I'll be able to get that one started again. My life is so much busier now, but I don't want it to die. XD

Also, For my dear f-list! ♥ I will be a better LJ friend from now on. :D

Aug. 17th, 2009

  • 4:16 PM
baru1
Just a quick post, we're going to have a barbeque and stuff soon.

I finally get to meet up with the whole class and talk a little about this year and the expectations we all have, and I really feel like this can be great. All the people seem to be nice and I love being in this kind of creative enviorment. I'm still a bit scared about starting up for real and get out on the floor again, since it's been over two years now and I my confidence itsn't on top. But I'm always scared and it always turns out well in the end.

Overall I just have a big happy feeling in me that feels awesome! :D

On to the barbeque!

Moving!

  • Aug. 16th, 2009 at 11:08 PM
baru1
So, I'm sitting in my room now. It has internet on the room, which I've been worrying about for a long time, and I didn't get it to work at first and got all NOOOOOO but then it did and YAY! :D

Am dead tired and should probably go to sleep soon.

I like my room and I put everything up already and it's cozy and nice, but cold. Guess they haven't put the heat on yet, since it's still summer or something, but I'm so damn cold and will probably die in bed tonight, especially since I'm used to sleeping next to my boyfriend now and he radiates heat like no one else. XD

Tomorrow it's time for school and I'm nervous, but in a good way.

I'll be uploading some pics of my room and stuff tomorrow. A bit too tired at the moment. XD

I'll start packing.. soon.

  • Aug. 13th, 2009 at 2:33 PM
baru1
So yeah.. In the middle of packing right now. >_< Or today there has been no packing since I've been working and then lying on the sofa eating noodles and watching s1 of project runway. But I'll be getting it done.. Soon.
I'm packing all things I own. I decided to do that so that mum and dad can do whatever they want with my room and also to just really feel that I'm really moving. I won't be moving back here again. I refuse to. XD

It's just that.. When my room looks like this:
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It's really difficult to find the strength to keep going. XD

Instead I'm looking through some of my puris that I scanned quite a while ago. XD

I love making ranger puris! ♥
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Or why not tenipuri puris? :D
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Or just cute ones. :D
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Oh I miss Japan and making puris! XD

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