therese_chan

Ok. Seriously. I need to get a grip. I'm sitting here almost crying cause I just read a post of a girl who has been to some of the Kanjani-cons now. And I CAN'T STAND NOT BEING THERE! Really!! It HURTS! 
How do people survive not going to concerts once you've started? Please someone, TELL ME HOW?!

I'm gonna go hide in a corner now.

Yes. For real. I am going to a Miyavi-concert on Tuesday. Yes. It's two days left! ohohoho! HAPPY!

Miyavi is, apart from Johnny's ofcourse, the one japanese artist I most would like to see! And I will! And I will die!  hoho. Just the HOTNESS of that guy is enough to make me go all doki-doki. And then his talent upon that. Oh my. Two days!! 

1. Mail Nane and Caro (I fail fail fail).
2. Get train/bus-tickets to Stockholm for the Miyavi-concert.
3. Start cleaning out my room so I can 1. actually live there 2. have space for my Johnny's-stuff.
4. Watch the FANCAM OF ONE OF THE NEWS-CONS I WENT TO.
5. Go to bed early.


Yup. That's it. ^^

Lucky I only work 7-12 tomorrow. I will be dead. Need to sleep so much more! Fail! 

Ok. Being back in Sweden sucks big-time! At least when it's Last Friends-day and I can't see it immediately. Finally found it though and am downloading. Don't like using torrents, but hey, what's a girl to do?!

Whawhawha! This will be heartbreaking. >__<

Today is my birthday! ^^ I'm turning 22 today. I'm getting old!

I'm excited like a child on Chrismas Eve. 

And my fabolous room-mate and besto friend Maria-chan gave me cake at exactly 12.00 tonight! <3<3<3
And then I got a lot of mails. Emma was first! <3
And I just gets sooo happy when people congratulates me! 
And this morning poor Maria had to wait for me to stop turning around in bed and go to sleep again so she could get up and make me breakfast in bed. I woke up the first time at aroung 6 this morning. 
I love birthdays! You get celebrated and gets presents just because you happened to be born. I love getting stuff without effort. hohoho.

Today is a happy day! Not even the fact that we have the BOORING sloooow-talking teacher all day can wreck my shiny mood!

Tralalaaaa!
Now I'm off to read wonderful kamexkame-fics!
Happy birthday to me!

Ok. I just read one of the most amazing fanfics I have ever read! I'm so in love with it. Everyone should read it. It's Subassan and it's just. I can't describe it. Just read! 
http://araanaz9.livejournal.com/30487.html?style=mine#cutid1

This is so amazing! araanaz9, if you see this and don't want me to link to your fic, please tell me and I'll remove this at once.

Therese is in a happy haze now. I love when something I'm reading just clings to me and won't let go and just stays with me.

This makes me able to handle things like cockraoches in my apartment and far too difficult grammar and well. Just about anything. ^^

I should be writing about the wonderful concert, cause I want to actually finish it. But not just right now. Tomorrow I promise!

I just have to squeel a little about the total awesomeness of Subassan! I found this communitry yesterday that I totally lovelovelovelove! At it has the mooost wonderful fics and the most just lovely everything. I've been reading a lot of translations of interviews and j-webs and what-not and I die of the total cuteness! And squeel. I just can't seem to get Subaru out of mu head these days, and those two are just the greatest couple of time and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw!

And I loved the response to yet another hate-meme at the Kanjani-com. Ah, fellow eighters I LOVE YOU! <3 

I'm sitting in an internetcafe. As usual. This time though, it's in Osaka. And I'm probably totally exhausted, just that I can't feel it now cause this day has been soooo great!

Or well, not all of it. I scrambled myself out of bed 4.30 this morning after about 3 hours of sleep. Since it's golden week now and I also been living alone, since Maria and Nane are on a trip, my sleeping hours has been totally fucked up. And I couldn't sleep yesterday. I woke every 15 minute cause I knew that I had went to bed too late and I nedded to get up early. Poor me. Anyways. Then about one extra hour was spent trying to find out where the hell my Shinkansen-train was supposed to leave from. I will now forever remember the kanji for Shina in Shinagawa! Not that difficult to remember though. And when I finally found the right station and got on the train I realized that unreserved tickets on a national holiday is REALLy bad. I had to stand up for two hours straight. And my shoes really hurt if I stand up in them for too long. But then, luckily a lot of people got off and I got to sit down and tried to sleep a little the last hour. Didn't happen though.

But then I was in Shin-Osaka and met up with Maria and Nane. It was lovely! I've been living with Maria since we got here and we haven't been away from each other for such a long time (8 days) since. And Nane is almost the same since we spend all time in school and a lot after school together. And we were all happy and hyper because we were gonna see KANJANI 8 today! And we ate okonomiyaki! I LOVE OKONOMIYAKI! 
Then we went to Osaka Jo Hall to take a look at everything there. And we saw loads of cute rangers, and a lot of girls selling Johnny's-stuff. I ended up bying five shop-photos, four of Baru and one of Ryo. And not just any picture! THE most wanted Ryio-picture for me, except the one I have as a icon here:
Yes. I now own that one. And my no longer very subtle obsession with Baru kinda caused me to buy three uchiwas with him. But it was worth it. The girls selling them was extremely sweet and lovely and sold all three of them to me for only 800 yen. The uchiwas at a concert are usually 500 yen, but if you want old uchiwas they are much, much more expensive. the cheapest uchiwa I bought before was 840 yen. For one. And THAT'S cheap! So yeah, I now have three new absolutely lovely Baru-uchiwas. And I have to give up collecting Ueda-stuff now. I can't afford it. And Subaru is just too wonderful!

Anyways. After our shoppingspree and squeeling over cute ranger-girls (and they squeeling over cute western eighters (and cute is what they said, not what I call myself ^^)), we went up towards the Osaka castle. And ate icecream and was revealed to find some shadow. It's unbelievably warn in Osaka at the moment!

And then followed maybe two hours of queing for the hall. We wanted to make sure to get in eraly cause we thought that our tickets wasn't regular seat-tickets. But they were! AND THEY WERE FANTASTIC! We sat on the 7th row, block J. CLOOOOOOSE to one of the stages and where they walked by a lot. We were all so exstatic just by finding out our seats and yeah, it was lovely. And some cute girls asked about our ichiban suki, our favourites. And one of those had made a Hiroki-uchiwa. I love how he is so important for all the fans too!

And well. Then, there was these filmed stuff showing on the screans. We missed that at the Yokohama-concert because of the damn goods-lines. 
I didn't get that much of what they were talking about, but it was clips with all of eito seperately, among them SUBARU IN THE SHOWER!!! I DIED! And yeah.
Then there came this voice announcing something about rivals and stuff and then they came out on stage on after one. From two sides of the hall, one was the at the stage close to us, and one was at the opposite side. They all had some kind of long coats with hoods. I can't really remember the order of appearances, but it was oh so lovely! And Subaru came out from my side and was so beautiful and walked over to the centerstage. Okura was really cute too, I don't really remember what he did though. ^^
They all went one by one on too the centerstage and when they all were there they took off their coats and opened the whole concert with Wahaha! I REALLY fail at remembering things clearly, but of course it was more than lovely, and I failed at first with the dance, but I got into it. And then after Wahaha was Zukkoke. They were still on the round centrestage, which was raised higher in the air. AND OMG! Baru humped Yassus ass on stage during this song!!!! I screamed like the perverted girl I am (just like everyone else in the hall) amd Okura rolled his hips in Yassus face where he was standing on his knees before him. hohoho. I died. A lot! And they did the same kind of introductions as on the 47-tour. Subaru was suuuupercute!
And everything is just a big mess in my head. Sorry for that. ^^ But I think that they then played It's my soul! AND I LOVE THAT SONG! Of course I do. ^^ And the dance is just lovely tooo! And then I think that they played Do you agree? which also was wonderful and Yassu was the cutest little thing ever. and hottest when he run around with his guitar. And THEN they played Heavenly Psycho, back on the centrestage. Beautiful beautiful. One fo my favourite Kanjani-songs ever! And after that it was the member greeting-part. Hina once again asked all the men in the audience to scream. There were quite a few and the whole hall was impressed, and eeeeeeh! and applause was given. Then he asked the children to scream. We had this really cute little girl close to us who stood on her seat screaming. And then the whole hall shouted kawaiiiii! And then we all screamed. And no, this is not in order at all, I'm sure that Hina didn't start with the greetings. I'm just writing what I remeber the most. Subaru was completely adorable and funny, and told everyone to have fun and everything with a not so interested voice. Okura and Ryo I don't really remember that much of.. Ryo I think was first cause he had his solo-part first after the greetings. Okura said something about that he had done something on station and no one had watched so he asked everyone to watch. I think so. Something like that. My japanese didn't let me understand that so good. Maru of course did his PAAAN!-thing, which I love so much, and then it was Yassu and he started saying stuff in Osaka-ben. Everyone found it very funny, but I couldn't understand a thing. :P Then it was Yoko. hohoho. He said something about also wanting to have something like Marus pan and then said something with oppai (breasts) and made a Bjoung-bjoung-sound too. And then he asked the audience to do it, we did and he laughed. And then Maru and Hina presented the solo-medley. I love the solo-medleys with all of my heart.
First out, Ryo with Open your eyes. He popped out from the floor on the mainstage, followed by Okura and Maru as backdancers. I love this song, and eventhough I allready been to a show on this tour and new it was coming I got a bit crazy when it started playing. And then dancing, oh the dancing! Then they went back through the floor and Hina, Yassu and Subaru came out on the opposite side of the hall. Hina performed part of  Forward with the other two as backdancers. Also that lovely. I think I consider Hina Kanjanis best dancer, and you get to scream with him in the song (and I also found myself staring at Subarus slender body, dancing with some cloth draped around his hips). Then Yoko appeared on the centrestage with Okura as backdancer. He sang Confusion. And that song and that dance is HOTHOTHOT and he does HIGHKICKS in it, another one of my strange fetisches, and he had red clothes on him and just the fact that Yoko sings so much now makes me all happy! And after he sung his song he went over to Yassu who was sitting on a chair with his guitar on his knees. He played a part of his song Watashi kagami, with Yoko singing with him every now and then. Yassu leaned in to Yoko one time in a very cute way. And then, at the farthest end from us, came Maru in his crazy cape and did Magic Word. And I totally missed that Ryo came out on our end of the stage. But eh did. And he was cute when he danced around later. Again a lot of PAN!-screaming. <3

And I'm so sorry for anyone reading this, but I don't have the energy too write everything now. The clock is past 2 and I'm kinda exhausted. But I will write all of it. And before I end for today. Hina saw the three of us and made a surprised expression and made the thumbs-up for us and applauded us. We waved frantically back. AND Ryo saw us again! HAPPY! He was cuuuute!
AND, for a very brief moment I'm sure that Subaru saw me and he lifted his hands and made a small bow for me. I DIED! <3<3<3<3<3 Darling KANJANI8. <3

 I've been having a lot of money-trouble lately, partly because I'm stupid and partly because I live in the land of Johnny's. I just can't help myself when I find things I want, leading to having spent all my money with one and a half month left here. Really smart Therese.

But! I have the best of friends who let me borrow money! THANKS AGAIN ILU! ^^ So, no more money-problems. But it still hurts that all the night bus-tickets to Osaka where sold out and I had to buy Shinkansen-ticket. Of 13 000 yen each. So, 26 000 for a day-trip to Osaka. YEEY! BUT! I'm going to see Kanjani again!!! IIIH! Probably as the worst seats I ever had on a Johnny's-concert, I'm too spoiled. But it doesn't matter cause we're going to see them! 

AND! On top of that, I got a mail from my friend yesterday saying that if I wanted I could get a ticket as a birthday-gift to MIYAVIS concert this summer in Sweden! ILUILUILUILU! That is the BEST birthdaygift EVER!!!!  Miyavi is the non\Johnny's japanese musician that I would most like to see. I got such a crush on him, eventhough my Johnny's-obsession has resulted in me not knowing as much as I would like about him. But anyways. I LOVE HIM and he's such a talented guitarist (spelling? ^^) and as if that wasn't enough he's also extremely beautiful. AND I'M GOING TO SEE HIM LIVE THIS SUMMER! That kinda at least makes me able to handle the fact that there's a summer tour with both Kanjani and KAT-TUN that I wont be able to see. 

Oh lovely life and lovely friends! <3<3<3<3

And. I have to talk about Last Friends. It's now officially the best drama I've ever seen. And that is to say a lot considering that I just to be obsessed with dramas and that I still watch loads of them.
And it makes me happy that eventhough I don't catch everything, I can understand the most important parts without subtitles. Of course I watch the subtitled as soon as they are out, but yeah. It makes me happy! And today, when I was buying my extremely expensive shinkansen-tickets I did it with speaking only japanese! I'm proud of myself, cause I have a tendency to speak english eventhoug I can say what I need in japanese, just because I'm embarrassed and afraid to say things wrong. How stupid is that? And I did ask the lady at the ticketoffice if she spoke english today too, but she didn't. hoho. And well, I did get the wrong ticket at first, but that wasn't really my fault, she didn'l listen carefully enough. But oh well. I spoke in japanese. And made myself understood. I'm happy! ^__^

Oh. But back to Last Friends. The acting in that drama is just soooo good! I love that Sousuke isn't just portrayed like some kind of violent madman, but you can see why Michiru comes back to him. And oh, Michiru is kind of my dreamrole to play, and now I don't mean because it's Ryo as the DV-boyfriend. It's because that role would be so interesting to play. I would love to be in a play with that subject.
I've been talking a lot about acting lately. I miss it so much. And I miss the wonderful teachers at my school too. I wish that they had more actingclasses there, so I could go there again. I've never met such a person as Anna, our Icelandic teacher there. When she laughs she laughs with all of her body. She's so full of life. I want to be like her! And her classes. The days of just improvisations-classes. The magic of the whole class seeing and responsing to everyones actions and the concentration and connection between all of us. I miss that. And I miss the working with a play and trying to find oneselfes character. It's hard work, and it's difficult, but it's so worth all of the strange feelings and the tears that you go through. Eventhough I sometimes wondered why the hell I was doing all of that.

Oh well. My entries always gets longer than I intended. Probably because I can't focus on one thing for too long. ^^

Anyways! Kanjani tomorrow! YEEEY!

And I must just say one more thing. I REALLy appreciate the comments I get on my entries and I'm so sorry that I haven't responded lately. Please don't stop commenting, and I promise I will answer them this time. ^^;;

Oh. And one more thing, I'm currently writing on a fic that seems like it will actually be finished! ^^ Eventhough I kinda started on the beggining of the fic and then skipped that and jumped to fun part (Ryo tiing Kame up and doing loads of things to him), and it's not really well written, but I like the idea and I REALLY want to finish it. It's just that I really would need someone to grow through it and just, make it wellwritten. ^__^ But I like it anyways. But it's kinda embarassing to show it to people cause then they'll realize exactly how perverted my mind is. ^^

Ok. Now. I'm done with my babbling. ^^

Me and Maria went to Korea this weekend. Mainly to get 90 new days in Japan since we don't have a visa. Korea was nice. But rainy. But cheap. ^^ I realized when I was there that I actually understand more japanese than I think, cause in Korea I naturally couldn't understand a thing and it kinda hit me that hey, it's not like this in Japan. Friday we mostly just walked around in some part of Seoul. There was some live-tv-show going on there. And afterwards we saw all these girls lining up outside, and we figured that one of the guys hosting that show must be some kind of idol. So we waited around by the cafe near it. And out came this handsome guy, talking to some staff and putting on a jacket, all the girls went KYYYAAA! but he didn't even look at them and went inside. It was really cold to. hmpf. Then he came out and filmed something and then he was going away in a car. Walking by all these girls in lines, and he didn't even look at them, didn't even wave or anything. hmpf. That wouldn't happen with a Johnny's. I mean, when we went to Dreamboys a lot of girls lined up to see them going home. And Koki came out of the car to great everyone and say some words. And my friend went this weekend, and he did the same. Kame just waved from his car, but still, he did. THAT'S real idols I tell you!
Anyway. Saturday it was raining really hard. We slept long, since last weeks everyday hanami maid us really tired. And then we went out in the rain. Me in shoes with a bog hole under one of them. Smart Therese. Really. Oh well, we were going to see that river that runs through Seoul. We kinda got lost, ate in a Viatnemease restaurant and got back to our hotel. Then I went shopping and then we went out. No, first we ate at our hotel. Fantsypantsy indeed and really oishii! ^^ Then we went out and realized that the subway just stopped going. Good job. But to our relief we met these really nice boys taking us to a really charming little place were we eat and drank. Lovely. I know can speek a fem words of and write my name in korean. yey.

Then after a looong night of practically no sleep it was time to go the airport. Two hours flight. Back to Japan and an helvetic line to the check-passports-stuffy. I was kinda worried about them being suspicious about being back in Japan this fast and everything, but the woman only asked me what I studied and where and then I was back! LOVELY! It really felt good to be back home. Cause that's what it feels like, Tokyo is my home. Anyway. We misunderstood how we were supposed to get home and it ended up taking us about two hours to get to Shin-Matsudo. Fail! But a really cute flying attendant helped us. She was lovely. ^^

And then, back home I wanted to check my mails and got this mail from Emma (and this is what I intended to write about in my entry). And she told me the news about the KAT-TUN-summertour. Now I really hate KAT-TUN! How dare they! Parting from Japan will be hard enough anyway, I do not need to know that there are concerts just a month after I left. And I've been woorying about when their new tour would be, since it's such a long time since the last one and I couldn't possibly live with not seeing them before I go. And oh! Look what happened! UEDA! I SO want to see Ueda live! WHY OH WHY Johnny's! JULY for CHRIST SAKE!
But today I'm making myself feel better with the fact that we are going to Kanjanis concert on Friday! Centretickets! yeeeey! They were extremly expensive, but oh so worth it. And damn Johnny's have to make the not-seeing-kattun-thingie up by getting Uchi back to Kanjani with this tour! Have to! 
My hopes are set to high for that now. It's just that I think I see hints of that everywhere, like the name of the tour, ALL members gathering/come together. I see that as a sign. And that Uchis message at the Family Club were shown after Kanjanis and before Kanjanis PV. It's a sign I tell you! Ok. Don't get your hopes up.
About damn KAT-TUN again. Emma said that lovely thing about that then they should have additional concerts in like october, and since I'm thinking about getting back here in the fall. I mean, now I have no choice do I? So maybe I should just be happy about all of this! yey! I almost decided to go back this fall. Half a year is just too short a time.

Ok. I think that's all for today. No. Today me, Nane, Maria and Caroling went to eat okonomiyaki and then went to this shop with a lot of manga AND A LOT OF JOHNNYSSTUFF! Cheap stuff. I found this lovely set of old shop-photos of Ueda. LOVELY! And Maria found this gorgeous set with Ryo that I'm so mad that I didn't see first. Anyway. No Doujinshi for me, wich was the plan, just a lot of Johnnysstuff again.
Then we went eating and then karaokeing. I love karaoke! And tomorrow it's time for Hanami again! HAPPY!

Ok. That's all about my life the recent days. hoho.

Well, first of all she shouldn't be in a night-open internetcafe. That's stupid. Really. When you need to sleep.
Second, she shouldn't start to download 47 neoki subbed. That will take hours. When she should sleep.
Third, she shouldn't reread her favourite fanfics. That makes it even more impossible to go home and sleep when she's to tired to be sleepy.
Fourth, she really shouldn't be writing strange things in her journal. Really.
Fifth, she just shouldn't. Anything. She should sleep. Well. She's stupid and she doesn't. But what's a girl to do when she found the best way to motivate her for the studying tomorrow? One ranger waking up after every hour of studying. Now. How much studying will it be if she goes to bed this late? Not that much, since she will sleep half of the day. Which will make her unable to sleep sunday night and oh so tired Monday in school. She really isn't too bright that girl. Really.

Ok. I'm hopeless. I'm going home now. I hope I won't make Maria up. Maria bought me a Yoko-uchiwa today. She's lovely and the uchiwa too.

Ok. Sleep. Now.

Ok. I'm kinda bored at the moment.  And I smell like pancakes. Making food in our apartment is not a good thing. The apartment is tiny and everything smells food afterwards. That's probably why we don't make that much food. Or because we're just lazy bums. But oh well. This friday me and Maria went to the imperial theatre to take som photos of the place and the lovely poster because we forgot that when we actually were there for the show. I love that poster. I mean, Kame, Koki and Yabu are obvisiously naked. And it has Kisumai and ABC. Fujigaya is so damn hot. I can't help myself when I see him. I have to drool and make strange noises. Oh. But I do that a lot even if it's not Fujigaya. I'm just perverted. hoho.

Oh. And that other picture by the way. Me, Maria and Nane were in Kiddieland the other day. Wich is just heaven of cuteness. And I found me if I would hava been a My Little Pony. I just forgot her name, but it something Cutie cascade or something. And she's pink. I love her. I have to by her before I go home.

I'm having a test on wednesday. I'm not looking forward to that. I've been planning to study all week. Still haven't. So tomorrow I will have no life and just study japenese verbs and their formcanges all day. I'm so looking forward to that. And I HAVE TO learn all of katakana. I should've known all of them for at least a month now. Therese. Why are you so hopeless? And in April I'll start in the intensive course and then there will be kanji. So now it's really time! Ganbarimasu! hoho.

Ok. Now I should stop writing before I start saying strange things. I just deleted a long part that I realized that noone ever would be interested in reading.

I've been in a writing-mood lately. I don't think I have ever kept on writing on the same thing as the Ryo/someone-fic I've been writing lately. The problem is that I do write kinda good porn, it's just the parts in between that are REALLY really bad. I wish I could write. I would be able to write harlequin-books though. I guess you could make a lot of money on that. Isn't/wasn't that Barbara Cartland really rich all because of her writing sleazy romance with a lot of porn? I could to that. Then I would be rich and able to live in Tokyo and spend a lot of money on my Johnnys-collection. That would be great. Although I doubt that harlequin have a boyslove-category. Oh well. I can live with that. I can write heteroporn too. yey. My future is saved. And I should stop now. Really. I think I'm tired. My bad sence of humour gets even worse then. hoho. I wonder if anyone will keep on reading 'til the end?

Ok. That's all folks! 

So. Last sunday I went to watch Dreamboys with dear

sweetmaria_chan

I'm really reding too much porn these days. Anything NC-17-ranked makes me go all craaaaaazy. Oh god. When did I become such a perv? I blame it on Johnny's. I'm sure I wasn't this pervy before.. .  Maybe.

And talking about Johnnys. Me and Maria have been to both the BaruHina-show and the Yassu-show. How I love them. And the BaruHina-show almost killed me, cause like two minutes before the show started, Yassu, Yoko and Ryo came out and sat down about one metre from us. I actually thought I would pass out or something. And I'm impressed by myself that I actually didn't just stare at them through the whole thing, cause, well, they were so close. But the show was sooo great eventhough my japanese is far from good enough to actually understand half of it. And Yassu, oh Yassu. I love you so much. I got to hear Heavenly Psycho live for the first time and that worth so much. Oh god. How I love you.

I don't really know what to say here today. I just felt like writing something about me reading porn and since all of my family reads my blog nowadays it felt better to write it here.

ahaha. I don't know what I'm doing actually. To sleepdeprived after the wild wild wild karaoke-night this Friday. hm.

But, when I'm talking about fanfiction anyway I must just pimp some of my top favourite-writers. Probably only one of them even knows that I'm reading though cause I may be the worst person on earth at commenting. 
Anyway. My no1 favourite writer who always lights up my days when I see that she has updated is

Finally I'm here! Or, I've been here for a week and two days now. 

And OMG how I love it! The first week was really crazy, with two news-concerts the day after our arrival, and then the two Dome-concerts!!

They were all magic!! AND I TOUCHED YAMAPI!!!!!! OMG! I can't quite believe it! And Maria, who I'm here with, loves Yamapi soooo much! And after touching him, she almost fell down. Well I did too but.. ANd then, on the second concert, we had center-tickets and they were so amasing seats and Yamapi saw us again! And when they sang cherish, he threw a kiss to Maria, and made the thumbs-up for her! It was soo lovely!
And well. It was great. 
But the best thing for me, was RYO of course! He saw us three times! The first time he did this really cute and weird face and waved at us.. And OMG I was sooo happy! And then later, he saw us again and by that time I was so high so i just jumped and waved like a crazy-person, and HE STARTED LAUGHING AND STARTED JUMPING AND WAVING BACK AT US! I really thought I would die then and there!!!
And Massu. Oh Massu! He was so cute when he saw us and made this really surprised face and was like the cutest thing ever. And Tesshi OMG! It just was so amazing! 

And in DOME! omg! The new single! OMG! Well, I can't really write coherent. So I just leave it now. And for those understanding swedish I have written a kind of concert-report from the Yokohama-concert at my blog. http://johnnysfangirl.blogspot.com 

JAPAN is lovely by the way. I like it here so much. And everything at home feels so far away.

Oh well. Now I need some food.